Forgot to thank my beta, Oracle for going over this story and for inspiring the series so it's all her fault :)

When we first met it took me time to know that you wanted to become my friend.

I didn't understand what you saw in me then and I still don't know now.

Soon you started calling me your son and it took me time to know that this was your way of showing me how you felt about me.

But now I wish for something more.

I want more than friendship from you Josiah, I don't want you to look at me as your son anymore. I find my self wanting more out of our relationship than your respect. I guess I want your love now more than ever.

I wish for something more than your understanding. I wish to see love in your eyes instead of kindness. I wish for something more than your friendship.

I wish to hear love in your voice instead of laughter and I wish to be held in your strong arms at night instead of alone in my cold bed.

I wish for something more in our relationship.